'Only the good die young'

The way i see it is, if i keep going on like this, i could run away and no one would notice. I would hide in plain sight, anywhere, no one would look, let alone find me. Everything is over thought, especially by me. I hear one bad thing about anyone i know and I’ll panic, think over and over again what happened. It’s not my place to judge most of the time either, I’m just purely that rude. I will die soon, i don’t have a disease, i just can imagine it happening. I didn’t think I’d live past high school for some reason, but here i am. You know what they say, only the good die young. How stuck up of me to say so. When Billy Joel wrote that song, he was talking about a boy who wants a catholic girl to lose her virginity to him, so he tries convincing her to do so. It is in no way like my life, but the title, well, the title has it’s importance when you use it to mean something different. I guess most sayings do though.